Which follow-up would you like?
These retailers sell the official eBook version. While it isn't a free PDF, it is often a fraction of the print price. You can read it on any device, and crucially, you get searchable text and high-resolution images (pirated PDFs often have horrible, pixelated diagrams).
You don't need expensive software or a four-year degree to think like a designer. You need rules. Once you learn the rules (and when to break them), you can apply design to your everyday life.