Requiem for a Dream did not win the Oscar for Best Picture. It was too raw, too aggressive, too real. But it won something rarer: a permanent scar in the cultural memory. Ellen Burstyn was nominated for Best Actress, losing to Julia Roberts in Erin Brockovich . History regards that loss as a travesty. Burstyn’s performance—filmed without the rapid cutting used for the younger actors, forcing her to hold her psychosis in real-time—is arguably the greatest portrayal of mental deterioration ever committed to film.
Then she took a handful of diet pills. Then two more. She was found three days later, curled on the floor in her ratty bathrobe, whispering to the empty TV screen, “I’m somebody. I’m somebody.”